gravity

Lost again, broken and weary
unable to find my way
tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
unable to just let this go

I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown
catch me, heal me,
lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...

I fell again, Like a baby
Unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
Unable to just let this go

I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me
Lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...
I choose to live...
I choose to live...

Catch me, heal me
Lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom

Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down
Another needy hole
please release me

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me
lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live...
I choose to live...

- sa totoo lang..d ku alam..?pero naadik na ata ako sa kantang to..along with the gaem "book worm"..

the cat

i'm back at "the world" at last..

i got sick and also whacked by that previous typhoon that rocked the city.

i never got the chance to do this..update..

instead i read some books..

i've just finished this book by gaiman again.
it's actually a book for children but i read it still never the less and it bothered me..


look..

i've read a number of other books by various authors
books that is far more complex and disturbing than this book in every way
but i just can't explain it. this book disturbed me.. really disturbed me...

after reading that night, i can't sleep. i kept thinking that
somebody would pop at the door of my room and kiss me goodnight
telling me she's my "other mother" (that's the villain in the story)
some freak that would have buttons for eyes and nails so sharp it can poke
my eye out..

bedlam..!

i got over it anyway..i didn't know that i fall asleep..

but i did and i got back to my usual self..


"cat's don't have names..." said the black cat.
"no..?" coraline replied.
"no. now YOU people have names. that's because you don't know who you are.
we know who we are, so we don't need names.." the cat said.