gokusen (ang pagtutuos)

(before anything else, i would like to
thank my best friend mai, for introducing
the gokusen series to me long before
i've embarked on this "anime/japanese drama"
streak and for some of the facts bellow)

i know.. i know..

this is so unlike me,
(for those of u that know me and is reading this
post right now) to have watched a drama, let alone japanese but hey..?! i'm bored plus i've nothing else to occupied my self with
these days so yeah..why not eh?^^,

i have watched that gokusen series (anime) long before
the first and second season of the live action was aired(1)
and is going to be aired(2) here in the philippines (gma network).

and i must admit
(after watching the two seasons of the live action last nov.2006)
it was quite nice, the gokusen series that is.

i am now-a-days in a "streak" as i said so earlier
of spending more time than normal on watching anime series
and comparing it to the live action versions of a japanese drama
(if it has one like gokusen).

although the 2nd season is almost at the same plot as
the 1st, it is still quite interesting, if you look at it
and entertaining, for those who "adore" those stuff
anyway, i'm straying now on the subject..sorry..

ok..

call me a "shit head" or something else but i have this
thing on "things" going "main stream". for me, when
everybody knows and everyone is talking about it,
(that thing) it kinda looses its appeal to me.

and so that is whats happening to me and this series,
since its going to be a big thing again here in the philippines
(believe me, when it's shown on a prime slot on that network,
gma, it's going to be big..they have that reputation on making
shows a big hit...^^,)

but its ok..
(i've just contradicted my self there, ain't i..??
what the ****?!?) its nice that more viewers can
enjoy it (if they do and can).

so i'm doing my "share" facts here
(actually, my niece asked of me this a long time
ago and my bestfriend too, to post this things
here and i have nothing else to do now so...).

this then goes out to those who "love", going to and
is watching this series now..

season 1:

1. nakama yukie - plays the teacher "yankumi"
- new 3d advisor and the next yakuza boss

5 main students

2. matsumoto jun - plays "shin" the ring leader
of 3d
3. oguri shun - plays "uchi"
4. waki tomohiro - plays "kuma"
5. narimiya hiroki - plays "noda"
6. ishigaki yuma - plays "minami"

7. namase katsuhisa - the vice-principal of the school,
"mr. sawatari"


season 2:

5 main students

1. kamenashi kazuya - plays "ryu"
2. akanishi jin - plays "hayato", the leader of the new 3d
3. hayami mokomichi - plays "tsuchi"
4. koike teppei - plays "take"
5. koide keisuke - plays "hyuuga"

trivia!!!

-yukie also plays as that ghost in the horror flick
"ring 0: birthday"
-jun is also a member of one of the most popular
boyband in japan called "arashi"
-shun also stars as "shinichi" in the real adaptation
of the anime "detective conan"
-jun refused at first to play as "domyoji" in the drama
"hana yori dango" unless shun played the role of "rui"
he's bestfriend in the drama
-waki is the only 3d student from the original drama that is again
cast in the 2nd season
-namase also plays as the vice-principal in the new
school yankumi is teaching to
-narimiya plays that "coward" guy in azumi
-shibata masashi plays as "Ookuma" in the season 2 who
is incidentally looks just like kuma's "junior" version from
season 1. he is also called "kuma" by his classmates, the
new 3d class, apparently kuma means "bear" in japanese
so basically, a "kuma" is someone who is big and well, fat.^^,
-kamenashi along with akanishi are both from the same
popular boyband called "kat-tun"
-jun goes way back along with akanishi and kamenashi as they
know each other since their pre-teens
-jun is also the "senpai" of kamenashi and akanishi in real life
as they came from the same talent agency called "johnny"
-kamenashi and akanishi's characters "ryu" and "hayato" are
direct patters of jun's "shin". if you incorporate the two in one
person you'll get the charcteristics of "shin sawada"
-kamenashi and akanishi are close friends in real life although they
had a bit of a "fall back" after the shoot of the series
-akanishi is bestfriends with yamashita tomohisa of the boyband
"NewS" w/c also stars along with kamenashi in the drama
"nobuta wo produce"
-kamenashi sang the insert song "kizuna" in the series
and has the same pinky-finger ring that he shares w/ akanishi
-kamenashi along with itoh misaki "ms. fujiyama" in season 1
plays as lovers in the drama "suppli/sappuri"
-koike along with wentz eiji who plays "yuki" from ep.6
of season 1 is from the same 2 man boyband "WaT"


whew!*sigh*

well since i'm doing this post, i might as well..
well..
do it right? i've researched the stuff above and although
i'm not a personal "fan" of this series, i give credit to those
who love it including my best and my niece who
asked me to do this.

i do hope this post(above) helps, if not someone then
anyone of you guys out there who stumbles upon this.
(if ever mai or chulai, kayo ang nag babasa nito
pls.wag na kyo mag'koment at ginawa ko na to
para sa inyo.)


**huntoni, gomenasai
"yoru yoake nai de kureta nara"

(the pics are not all mine, so i acknowledge those

who owns the pics..msg me if ever its yours so i can

acknowledge you properly)

the story

i told faust this story sometime ago and i just want to post this..

i dunno why..? i just want to..


...there was this person that was so contend about life.
this person seldom goes out ( the house, to hang out, etc..)
and has very few friends. there are even a number of times that,
that person is mistaken as an autistic by others
because of this habits but despite that it's still ok.

you can even hear that person laugh from the heart
and doesn't give a f*** on what others think.
that person's existence is pretty much defined and revolves on
the four corners of their house but its ok..

until he came..

that man is a part of that person's life.
it would have been ok at first but that man
is everything that person didn't expect..

and just like that, right in front of that person,
the man crumbled and crushed that sanctuary/world that,
that person loved so and claimed it as his own..

gripped w/ sadness beyond words,
that person was driven out, admitting defeat..

the person then reflected on the amount of time that was wasted..
the time when that man has not yet arrived..

"if only i took the time to come out of my shell-like-life
and seek another world out side, then
i should still have a place to go to.." the person thought

but no. the person can't go out any more
and has nowhere else to go.

..realization dawned into being...

the person now got a grasp why some people spent more time
outside than their homely sanctuary..
why others wanted to spend a night or two
on a friends room than his own..

simple..

if you don't feel that happiness anymore than being alone
then you'll start looking for it..a place where you can feel that
happiness you once felt, if not the same, even for a bit..

that feeling of security and serenity..

..home

some people, bless them, don't loose this at all
but that's what some people turn to search for,
and some not even knowing that themselves just goes on

..and on

..and on

..some of them would just say "hey, i just like it 'outside'."
but the truth is, people don't really like it outside
because of the horrors of it, but who would admit this?
and so a person bets it all to find it..

and once you found it, everything stops there, as if all of your
life's existance is there and there alone..
that every turn, horror, disapointment
you take was all worth it and you grab hold on to it to not let go..
afraid that you'll still wake up in somebody's room,
realizing it's someone else's happiness and not yours..

and then just like before, you'll shut your self once more
realizing finaly, you're home..

it a life's worth...




..but the question is still there, will you still find it?
..will it last..?

the clash

this past few days, i really don't know what i was doing..

i woke up this morning feeling a bit off beat..
i dunno? maybe its the cold morning or the ticking clock
i started thinking and i realized that i don't really know what is
going on in my life..

where am i now and where am i going..

...?

suddenly i just felt very lost..
it's like floating in this deep void and i can't see anything..

i had it all well planned before and yet that plan doesn't seem
to fit the picture anymore..

i'm missing something and i don't know what it is..?

i want to get that feeling again..

...